Hello birds, hello sky!

I originally planned a different first post, but this is just what happened today. I'm sure I'll get to the rest of it later.

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Today I woke up feeling normal for the first time in four or five months. It sounds poncey, but... a cloud has been lifted. I'm not just less sad - which has been my standard for a good day for quite a while now - I'm happy.

Now, normal has not been the normal state of affairs lately. Sad has been normal, sad enough to go to doctors to get them to figure out why I am so sad. Which, as I'll post about later, was really more of an operation than it should have been. One of the things I kept hearing from doctory type people was that it will pass. Which, statistically speaking, it will. In about another six months, on average.

I don't think I'm being overly negative if I say that that doesn't really inspire me any. What's really on my mind is how long this good mood is going to last.